August 2009
37 posts
i find myself thinking about you more often than i should
and more often than i want to
i wish we could hold a conversation like we used to
they were right.
once again, my constantly messy room will result in me being completely unorganized for the rest of my life
ill never be able to get my work done in college and my grades will slip, as clearly seen during my high school years
no one will want to be roommate because no one wants to hang out with a messy person, and any plans and offers i have already received obviously don’t count
and...
i want to watch league of extraordinary gentlemen soo bad right now
going to get shoes tights socks and skirts hemmed today
ahh school
i dont think i have ever been excited for school, ever
kings of leon is just really sexy.
their music is just really sensual and sexy.
hahaha god that word is so awkward
so i’ve come to a conclusion:
the truth sucks
& lying sucks
i’m running out of options here
quelqu’un que m’a dit: soit éternelle
we spend our whole lives trying to stand out, while pretending that all that comes naturally
what makes us different? some people just make it more obvious
i feel like if you aspire to be something, or at least make it known to people verbally/through written word that you aspire to be something
that you would take the necessary measures to try to become that something
& not wallow in self-pity and empty desires, wishing & so desparately hoping that you could be that something
not realizing that more you refer to it in this way, the...
singing myself to sleep:
he’s a douchebag
he’s a liar
he’s willing to betray his best friend
he’s a douchebag
don’t. relapse.
i think cause the weather is shitty,
i feel shitty.
it’s depressing, i’m depressed. you’re right.
fuck anyone who’s said that money cannot control your happiness
ughghghgh fuck you
reality unfolds what is true
i can officially start a tattoo fund
SO stoked, i can’t wait
there's nothing better
Staring into the sun, his eyes tearing and burning. Thoughts of that warm day he closed up his heart to the world. Few walked beside him, many just passed him by. So he’ll just stay numb and sit there; quietly fall behind. Watched a man climb a mountain, watched that man’s end of time. No conversation with the giver, his father lives only in his mind. Took a chance to see her. Fucked...
for the second time:
they are my friends. i will not stop hanging out with them because they don’t suck up to you. they are good people. they care about and take care of me, and i care about and take care of them. what the fuck do you have against them? stop being so judgmental.
its 4 in the morning
bayside acoustic is my only companion tonight
goodnight.
i think it’s time to comment on how talented my friends are
all of them
it’s really amazing
myspace.com/betrayal
myspace.com/curicula
myspace.com/surburbannightlifemusic
myspace.com/theghostinside
myspace.com/shedrock
myspace.com/inerthc
myspace.com/blindwitness
i have never been so broke and so happy about it
fully happy with my expenses last week
excited about this week!
it’s so nice to have things to look forward to
waiting
Basics how many songs do you have in your library: on this library, 1420. not donne yet how many days/hours of music do you have: 3.2 days what is the first song and artist: Byzantium Shit Poppin’-ABX what is the last song and artist: Ayo Technology- 50 Cent what is your favorite band: Verse, Comeback Kid, Have Heart, Guns Up how many songs do you have by them: on this library: 20, 37, 20,...
i have waited a full entire YEAR to see this band today.
has it really been a year? holy shitttt
i. am. excited.
it has almost been a year and half, and i am finally over it.
reliefffffffffff finally
feels so good